IS BEING A VIRGIN A CURSE?

A very Good Day to you Dearest captain of the most powerful ship, mightier than the TITANIC.
How is work, family and life generally for you? I Hope all is well.
Captain, I want to ask if being a virgin these days and in this generation is a curse or something bad.
I am in my late twenties and any relationship I start, when the man makes advances and I pleadingly let him know, the next thing is that he goes away.
I have vowed to keep myself for my husband only, But my Resolve is gradually Corroding since I would want to settle down, captain, from the glances I receive while walking on the street, and people’s estimation, I am an Attractive person, but my situation makes me think otherwise.
I even nursed thoughts about going to the convent to become a reverend sister since I am a catholic.
My dear captain, Together with the honorable, wise, efficient and intelligent Brothers and sisters of mine ( THE D.T.F ), I await humbly your take on this issue ( or should I call it a dilemma? ) which affects me and weighs me down. Thanks a million for the expected healing of a broken heart. (LIDIYA )